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Channelled Message - Sep 20, 2007 September 21, 2007

Posted by greenlavender in About a Medium, Channelled Messages, Energy, Mediumship, Metaphysical, Spirituality.
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January 30, 2008 — I was just going to delete this post because I was thinking it wasn’t inspiring. But re-reading it made me realize that it was truly coming from within me. I was feeling like that at that moment. I am leaving this post up because it is normal to feel like this — learning to follow your heart and your instincts is a learning curve, in which you will feel all kinds of emotions. I wasn’t letting myself feel it, instead, it came out in this form, for all of you to read. I will leave this message posted to help you realize you’re not the only one, and you ARE normal.
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What do you want? What do you want from me? I can’t take it anymore. If you think I can disrupt this world, you are mistaken. I trust that you will tell me what I need to know, but I can’t take it anymore. I can’t take not knowing what it is I am meant to do. I am going crazy. I think I am forbidden to do the right thing. I am forbidden to know what it is I am suppose to be doing. I can’t take it anymore. Please help me. Tell me what it is I am suppose to do. I can’t take it anymore. I am sufficating. I can’t breathe. I can’t take it anymore. Why am I so paranoid? Why do I think I am going crazy all the time? Help.Update Oct. 1, 2007: Next Step - Don’t Be Scared

About Your Path July 3, 2007

Posted by greenlavender in Channelled Messages, Inspiration, Life, New age, Personal, Spirituality.
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You must believe the path you are following is towards your destiny. Doubt can be one of two things: a sign that you are not on the right path, or fear telling you to stop and move directions. Face your fear, for it is your fear that indicates where you should go.

You will always face hurdles; that is part of life, your life. On your true life path, hurdles might seem high, but are simply an illusion. Once past them, you realize they were a mere bump on the road. When hurdles are actually mountains, turn around and examine the other ways to get to the other side.

Channelled Message - May 8, 2007 May 8, 2007

Posted by greenlavender in Channelled Messages, Empowering, Energy, Inspiration, Life, Metaphysical, New age, Spirituality.
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You think the world is at your fingertips… it is. Trust that you can do what you want to do. Whatever feels right is what you need to do.

Bill, the following is for you. You have been asking Natasha to channel, why? What do you need to hear that you don’t already know? The answers you are seeking are within you. Listen. Take the time to listen. Trust what messages you receive.

 The truth lies within all of us. Believe in it. The truth will lead you to your path.

The Universe April 26, 2007

Posted by greenlavender in About a Medium, Energy, Life, Metaphysical, Personal, Quotes.
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The Universe as we know it is composed strictly of energy that is redistributed to form the illusion of our reality.

Channelled Message — March 9, 2007 March 9, 2007

Posted by greenlavender in Channelled Messages, Energy, Inspiration, Life, Metaphysical, Personal, Spirituality.
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You choose to be frightened of things you do not control. You can not control the outcome of situations in which you find yourself, no matter how small or big you might think it is. Release your fears, you are here to learn about life, embrace everything that happens to you. The more you fear, the more you attract what you fear. I say this to Natasha often, she often does not listen, but she still gets the message. Eventually, all of you will be able to feel safe in every aspect of your life.

– Benjamin

It’s been a while since I’ve channelled a message from Benjamin. To readers who don’t know what is a channelled message, it’s a message sent to me by my Guide Benjamin. You can learn more about Guides in my previous posts.

A big thank you to Bill for his last comment, it inspired me to channel again.

Dazed and Confused February 27, 2007

Posted by greenlavender in About a Medium, Emotions, Energy, Life, Mediumship, Metaphysical, Personal, Random, Spirituality.
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I am not sure what to do, where to go. I have been posting motivational quotes, listening to uplifting music, been positive, still I am confused. It’s like I am having trouble listening to my instincts. Or, it could be that I am blocking them, from fear of what they will get me to do.

I feel like I am spinning out of control. Funny, my last post was just about that, how I am not meant to be ‘in control’. So maybe I feel like I am spinning for a reason. Natasha, GET OUT OF YOUR HEAD!!! All these ‘maybe’s and ‘what if’s will not bring me anywhere. I am normally so calm and composed, now I feel like I am a nervous wreck.

I am not used to moving forward blindly. I always kinda knew where I was headed. This is new for me — trusting my unknown path that is.

I am resisting a lot of things lately. I started my Lady Di painting in mid-January and it’s still not finished (reminder: no clue why I am painting Lady Di — just felt I needed to). I can see my painting area from where I sit typing away and I feel my unfinished painting ’staring’ at me, saying “What are you waiting for???” Nancy, maybe it would be time for a butt kicking get-together. Although I know things are movin’ and’a shakin’ for you.

Phone’s ringing, be back soon.

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I just spent an hour and a half talking to my Dad in Massachussetts. It always feels great to talk to my Dad. He knows exactly how to cheer me up. Love you Dad, miss you.

Just before the phone rang, I got this weird sensation. First, my right ear blocked and started ringing. When I was a kid, I was told that happens when some cells in your ear are dying. Recently, I read that happens when your ear is trying to adjust to a different frequency. I prefer the latter definition, it’s much more interesting. Anyway, after my ear rang, I started hearing loud sounds, screeching sounds. I couldn’t quite make out what they were. I knew it was not coming from within the house, nor outside for that matter. It seemed to be far away, but really close at the same time. Coincidentally :-) , I just read in Sylvia Browne’s book that sounds from the Afterlife are often heard in that way and that they are often difficult to make out. Cool! Just for the record, there is definitely something going on. I still got that feeling, but I can’t make out what it is. I’ve never really felt that before. I’m even having a hard time finding a comprehensible way of describing the feeling. I think my extra senses are heightening… which could come back to my thinking that when things seem to go slower (or are confusing), I might be getting ready for an upcoming big leap. Never know!