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Crawling Out of the Closet… Once Again. April 23, 2009

Posted by greenlavender in About a Medium, Mediumship, Metaphysical, New age, Personal, Spirituality.

I used to write a lot about the metaphysical. I have been neglecting it trying to crawl right back in my closet. I have been trying to ignore that side of me. Ignore is not the right word — hide. I’ve been hiding that side of me. I’ve even been hiding it from good friends that embrace that side of me. They are not fools. How selfish of me to even think for a second that I could fool them into believing I am not who I am. 

Since I started slowly crawling back into the closet, my life has been a roller coaster. One minute being sure of what I want to do, the next crashing and losing all my confidence. I felt walls rising around me. Thanks to a very good friend of mine, yesterday I was shaken out of my fear/ego trip.   

I am a psychic and medium. I feel, speak, see, hear the dead. I also feel, speak, see and hear what I call the ‘undead’. The undead being the entities of light – spirits from our home world in another dimension. They are spirit guides, angels, loved ones that have crossed over. I have written many posts about them a while back. Here are a few (oh, the cycles I create for myself… tsk, tsk, tsk):

Simply about me… here we go, October 2006
I’m a medium and the entire world knows it, what next?, October 2006
Spirit guides, what are they?, October 2006
Ramblings About the Afterlife, November 2006
How Do I Help Out Spirits, November 2006
Your mind is creative, original and alert, November 2006
I See Dead People, End of Story, January 2008
When You Are Invaded By Spirits, February 2008
How Often Do You Meet a Woman Who’s Been Dead 90 Years?, February 2008

I would like to apologize to my faithful readers for giving up. I am back now!



1. pochp - April 23, 2009

Do you help the FBI search for missing persons?
This is not a joke question so please don’t worry.

2. greenlavender - April 23, 2009

Hi Poch, I don’t help out the FBI. I’m not quite confident enough to do so yet. I still have a hard time accepting to do psychic readings for my friends. I mostly do it for myself.
I strongly admire psychics who do it for others. They are so often misjudged for what they do and are given little room to make mistakes.

3. pochp - April 23, 2009

I know you will be given the confidence someday because you’re humble.
I’ll wait and look forward to that day Natasha. Bless you.
BTW, Natasha is one of my favorite names 🙂

4. claudia - April 23, 2009

yahoo…I think you will be fantastic at reading for and teaching others! 😉

5. claudia - April 23, 2009

actually…let me reword that – you ARE fantastic at reading for and teaching other. xo

6. Matthew - April 23, 2009

It sounds like you know what you need to do…

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